Aihe vapaa En tiiä saatana

[qualitymonkey]

Fobia on liiallinen tai epärealistinen pelkotila tiettyä kohdetta, tilannetta tai toimintaa kohtaan. Se on kohtuuttoman voimakas suhteessa todelliseen uhkaan ja aiheuttaa usein välttämiskäyttäytymistä tai ahdistusta

Eli mul on fobia aika selvästi

 

[qualitymonkey]

Some guys have menophilia but i have menophobia

 

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Ja toisaalta ihan yleinen sukupuoli fobia

Phobia towards tits and so on and so on

 

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Gynophobia is an intense, irrational, and debilitating fear of women. As an anxiety disorder, it differs from misogyny—which is a learned cultural hatred or prejudice. People with gynophobia experience uncontrollable panic and physical distress when anticipating or encountering women, often resulting in severe social isolation

Kirjaimellisesti minä

 

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Menophobia is an intense, irrational fear or anxiety surrounding menstruation. It can cause extreme distress, panic attacks, or avoidance behaviors related to periods.While it is not recognized as a distinct clinical diagnosis in the DSM-5, it falls under the broader category of specific phobias.

Im literally choking myself right now

 

[qualitymonkey]

extreme distress, panic attacks, or avoidance behaviors related to periods

Huomasin

 

[qualitymonkey]

For 2 years now

 

[qualitymonkey]

See i know all about menophilic guys but literally how

How

How

How will it, or ANYTHING, cure me

 

[qualitymonkey]

Mut anyways

Less severe on fear of fat mut mietin loppuukohan se jos oikeasti lihoisin :D ei sillä että sitä tekisin mut jos lihoisin tarpeeks niin neutralisoisko se sen ja sit se tavallaan jotenkin loppuis. Just wondering. En tiiä. Tuskinpa. Ja se nyt ei oo kirjaimellisesti yhtään mitään compared to gender.

 

[qualitymonkey]

You know what would be funny? If i ended up with a fat admirer and got fatter and he was also a menophile 💀 lmfao. Idk you'd think that it could work but i still don't see it working. But dont they say that whatever it is that you fear you have to face it. So if you fear fat, find a fat admirer and get fatter. If you fear periods, find a menophile as a boyfriend and..... Idk, have period sex with him or something dont ask me i dont know??????

 

[qualitymonkey]

If you fear heights go to the tallest building you can find

 

[qualitymonkey]

Mun ikuinen nälkä ainakin sopis hyvin yhteen jonkun feeder miehen fetisseihin

Tai en voi syödä mitään älyttömiä määriä toki silti mut silti mul on aika jatkuvasti nälkä (varmaa insuliiniresistenssi)

 

[qualitymonkey]

You know what would be funny? If i ended up with a fat admirer and got fatter and he was also a menophile 💀 lmfao. Idk you'd think that it could work but i still don't see it working. But dont they say that whatever it is that you fear you have to face it. So if you fear fat, find a fat admirer and get fatter. If you fear periods, find a menophile as a boyfriend and..... Idk, have period sex with him or something dont ask me i dont know??????

But i also have sex aversion.....

 

[qualitymonkey]

So i have to force myself to have sex? Well. Watching porn hasn't helped me to get over my aversion at least

 

[qualitymonkey]

Mut se terapeutti oli kyl asian ytimessä joskus kauan sitten ennen tätä pahinta vaihetta kun se puhu mulle jotain tästä asiasta

 

[qualitymonkey]

Olin vaan silleen mielessäni et why did you start talking about periods mut kaipa se näki mun sieluun vaikka se oliki tosiaa ennen tätä vaihetta

Mut silleen muistaakseni se oli jotenkin out of nowhere niin ihmettelin et.. why..???

 

[qualitymonkey]

I feel like choking/throwing up every second

 

[qualitymonkey]

You know what would be funny? If i ended up with a fat admirer and got fatter and he was also a menophile 💀 lmfao. Idk you'd think that it could work but i still don't see it working. But dont they say that whatever it is that you fear you have to face it. So if you fear fat, find a fat admirer and get fatter. If you fear periods, find a menophile as a boyfriend and..... Idk, have period sex with him or something dont ask me i dont know??????

Now where could I find a menophile boyfriend

 

[qualitymonkey]

Remember when i said that the hoi thing would happen in june? YEAH, I don't believe in it at all, but it would have been funny

 

[qualitymonkey]

But now if life/universe really wants to be funny, kesäkuuta on viel vähän aikaa jäljellä

 

[qualitymonkey]

Though i dont believe that he is a menophile, but again, if universe really wants to be funny, then i guess he would be

 

[qualitymonkey]

But now if life/universe really wants to be funny, kesäkuuta on viel vähän aikaa jäljellä

If it wants to be EXTRA FUNNY, it would be juhannus or some shit because well, juhannus was the thing, ofc i remember. Back then. A few years ago.

 

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Also there are a couple of things related to this, actually I think 3 cases at least.

1) when it happened i was literally freaking out about this then i just fell in love with him lmao ok. But then again, im always freaking out about this. But that time was definitely memorable. Elokuu. Never forget. Anyways.

2) i saw that movie and the whole case you know. Ofc i thought about him back then. Se oli tammikuu tai sitä luokkaa anyway joten totta kai.

3) "what if the man you love the most" thing, exactly one year ago tms. Although....... Do i love him the most? Still have no idea. Kinda. Kinda not.

No kunhan vitsailen aikani kuluksi jotta voin olla yhä enemmän ja enemmän suicidal mielessäni

 

[qualitymonkey]

Mut siis en mä usko siihen valitettavasti paskan vittuakaan, ainakaan lähiaikoina

 

[qualitymonkey]

Unless miracles happen

 

[qualitymonkey]

It gets worse before it gets better

I see that the "better" isnt in the room with us

 

[qualitymonkey]

Only worse

 

[qualitymonkey]

Pahinta on ("pahinta") et mun paidat (akne) on veressä pesunkin jälkeen ja alushousut (periods)

Ja tyyny (akne)

 

[qualitymonkey]

Theres no use in censoring words anymore because if there's a constant reminder anyway niin mitä väliä? My life is ruined anyway

 

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Nyt saa tulla kaikki mahdolliset mainokset koska mitä väliä enää