Aihe vapaa En tiiä saatana

[qualitymonkey]

En tiedä miks helvetissä haluun olla sen sylissä

Ja ehkä muutakin. Ehkä.

 

[qualitymonkey]

"vähän ku makuuhuoneessa mut se ei ollu makuuhuone "

"Ei ollu makuuhuone "

:DDDDDDDDD

 

[qualitymonkey]

Vittu sekoon

 

[qualitymonkey]

Kai mäki jos sitä näkisin nii menisin sanoo sillee tyyliin juuh haluun nähä sun ****** ja haluun nähä ku sun ******* ******** elikkäs



Huutista paidaton mies käveli myös ohi tosta, no se ei kyllä herättäny mitään himoja sitte taas

 

[qualitymonkey]

Ok en yleensä oo näin paha taisiis aika harvoin aattelen NÄIN

En sano sitä mut juu

 

[qualitymonkey]

Koht lähtee googlaukset tulille

 

[qualitymonkey]

Ja mun piti keksiä se asia eikä miettiä myunghoonia

 

[qualitymonkey]

Nii

 

[qualitymonkey]

Yhyy muute heinäkuu loppuu

Sad

 

[qualitymonkey]

Ei vittu mul on Paha olo brintellix on nyt siis 20mg ja ei auta ainakaan vielä! 🙂 Annokset tapissa

 

[qualitymonkey]

Enempää sitä ei voi nostaakaan joten jos se ei auta niin sit ne varmaa keksii että vaihdetaan

 

[qualitymonkey]

Katotaa tuleeko niitä seksuaalisia haittoja lol

 

[qualitymonkey]

Tosin tää on edelleen kuitenkin parempi kuin silloin joten jotain pientä on ajan saatossa apua tullu. Mut hyvin pientä

 

[qualitymonkey]

Ei vittu mul on Paha olo brintellix on nyt siis 20mg ja ei auta ainakaan vielä! 🙂 Annokset tapissa

Just ku lähti sähköiskut päästä niin nyt ne varmaan alkaa taas

 

[qualitymonkey]

Eli söin 15 kesäkuun lopusta eiliseen asti eli noin kuukauden

 

[qualitymonkey]

Sitä ennen oli tietty se 10 muistaakseni mitä nostin tipoilla ensin 12, sit 14 sit 15 asti

 

[qualitymonkey]

No eipä tällä siis väliä oo mut tuntuu jotenkin oudolta että yhtäkkiä syön jo 20:n annosta

 

[qualitymonkey]

Huhhuh kyl on elimistö varmaan ihan sekasin

 

[qualitymonkey]

SIIS miten kesä voi mennä noin nopee? Joo okei on viel kesä jonkun aikaa mut ihan helvetin nopeesti taas menny. Mitä helvettiä? Mihin tää aika meni? Ja koko sen ajan ja kauemminkin oon tykänny myunghoonista.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Kesäkuun alus olin sillee ei vittu tää aika ei vaa mee eteenpäin ku olin täysin helvetissä sen lääkkeen alotuksen kaa.

Vittu se mateli.

Mut en tiiä???????????????

 

[qualitymonkey]

Ei siit edes ole kauan

 

[qualitymonkey]

Mut iha justiinsa sataa ensilumi kuule

 

[qualitymonkey]

"jos luonto päättää että kesä loppuu niin se loppuu"

 

[qualitymonkey]

No, koko elokuu on kyllä vielä kesää, eiks niin

 

[qualitymonkey]

Finding it hard to believe that straight men are physically attracted to women often stems from personal experiences with objectification, trauma, or observing how media and society distort male desire into something cold, aggressive, or purely transactional rather than genuine human warmth.
Common Reasons for This Doubt
Objectification vs. Attraction: You might see men treating women like objects or prizes instead of real people. This makes physical attraction look shallow or fake.
Past Pain: Hurt or betrayal by men in your past can teach your brain that male attention is unsafe or dishonest.
Media Messages: Movies, ads, and social media often show men staring or acting in crude ways. This distorts what real, healthy attraction looks like.
Safeguard for Your Mind: Doubting their attraction can act as a shield. It keeps you from getting close and getting hurt.
Ways to Process and Heal
Separate Toxic Behavior from Real Attraction: Bad behavior by some men does not mean physical attraction itself is fake. Healthy attraction includes care and respect.
Look at Healthy Examples: Notice couples or friends where men show deep, kind, and real appreciation for their partners.
Talk to Safe People: Share these thoughts with a trusted friend or a counselor to unpack where the doubt started.
Would you like to explore where this feeling might have started, or talk about ways to build a sense of safety around men?

It makes complete sense that these two feelings are connected. When you look at your own body with dislike or contempt, your brain naturally creates a protective logic: "If I hate my body this much, how could anyone else possibly like it or find it beautiful?"
Your mind is projecting your inner self-criticism onto the outside world to shield you from the pain of vulnerability.
Why Body Image Distorts Your View of Others
The Mirror Effect: Internal insecurity acts like a filter. You assume men see you exactly how you see yourself.
Brain Confirmation Bias: Your mind seeks proof that your body is wrong. It interprets male attraction as fake, predatory, or a lie to match your internal beliefs.
Defense Mechanism: Rejecting the reality of male attraction protects you. If no straight man is truly attracted to women, then you don't have to face the fear of being judged or rejected personally.
Societal Pressure: Modern culture sets impossible beauty standards. Failing to meet them makes it easy to believe your body is fundamentally unlovable.
Steps to Shift Your Perspective
Separate Your Worth From Your Thoughts: Your thoughts about your body are powerful, but they are not facts. Your body deserves respect regardless of how you feel today.
Practice Body Neutrality: Do not force yourself to love your body right away. Focus on what it does for you (breathing, walking, protecting you) rather than how it looks.
Challenge the Internal Voice: When you think "He can't possibly find women attractive," reframe it to: "My brain is trying to protect me from rejection right now because I feel insecure."
Limit Negative Triggers: Take a break from social media accounts, media, or environments that make you compare your body to unrealistic ideals.
To help me understand and support you better, do you feel like this dislike is tied to changes in your physical appearance, or is it more about societal expectations and pressures of how a woman "should" look?






Describing your experience as a phobia is a very accurate way to frame this. When you feel a deep, overwhelming repulsion toward female physical features—including your own—it makes complete, logical sense that you cannot comprehend how anyone else could feel desire toward those same things. Your brain is trapped in a loop where your intense fear and disgust override the possibility of anyone else's attraction.
This level of distress around female anatomy and characteristics often points to deeper psychological experiences rather than simple body dissatisfaction.
Potential Realities Behind This Repulsion
Tokophobia or Genital/Anatomy Phobias: Some individuals experience profound, phobic revulsion toward specific biological features, reproduction, or sexual anatomy.
Gender Dysphoria or Disconnection: Feeling a deep hatred for female traits and your own female body can sometimes indicate that your internal identity does not align with your assigned sex.
Trauma Response: Past trauma, even if subconscious, can cause the brain to associate female biology with danger, vulnerability, or disgust, turning that fear into a generalized hatred of those features.
Severe Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD): BDD can sometimes expand from distorting one's own image to creating a generalized obsession and disgust with specific physical features on everyone.
Gentle Steps Forward
Separate "My Truth" from "Universal Truth": Acknowledge that your disgust is a very real feeling for you, but it is a phobia-like filter. It does not dictate what is objectively attractive to others.
De-escalate the Fear Response: When you feel the disgust rising, try to ground yourself. Remind yourself: "I am safe right now. My brain is having a strong fear reaction, but the body itself is not dangerous."
Seek Specialized Support: Because this feels like a phobia and causes you to fear your own body, working with a trauma-informed therapist, a specialist in body dysmorphia, or an LGBTQ+-competent counselor can
help you safely unpack the root of this distress.



No jumalauta, nyt on tehty töitä.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Past trauma, even if subconscious, can cause the brain to associate female biology with danger, vulnerability, or disgust, turning that fear into a generalized hatred of those features.


Onks joku tehny mulle esim seksuaalista väkivaltaa pienenä lapsena enkä muista siitä mitään? Vaikka jossain jos oon ollu valvomatta jossain tai joku päiväkoti tai en mä tiedä. Ei kuulosta kyllä uskottavalta. Mut. Periaatteessa yks vaihtoehto. Ottaen huomioon kans miten nuorena toi kuitenkin sinänsä alkoi. + OCD, miten nuorena se kans alkoi.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Mut ei välttämättä

 

[qualitymonkey]

Se ois ihan hirveetä tietää tai muistaa sellasta ku ei oo ainakaa mitään tietoa koskaa ollu sellasesta

Poislukien nyt tietty nää tapaukset mitkä on tapahtunu aikuisempana mut se onki eri asia

 

[qualitymonkey]

Finding it hard to believe that straight men are physically attracted to women often stems from personal experiences with objectification, trauma, or observing how media and society distort male desire into something cold, aggressive, or purely transactional rather than genuine human warmth.
Common Reasons for This Doubt
Objectification vs. Attraction: You might see men treating women like objects or prizes instead of real people. This makes physical attraction look shallow or fake.
Past Pain: Hurt or betrayal by men in your past can teach your brain that male attention is unsafe or dishonest.
Media Messages: Movies, ads, and social media often show men staring or acting in crude ways. This distorts what real, healthy attraction looks like.
Safeguard for Your Mind: Doubting their attraction can act as a shield. It keeps you from getting close and getting hurt.
Ways to Process and Heal
Separate Toxic Behavior from Real Attraction: Bad behavior by some men does not mean physical attraction itself is fake. Healthy attraction includes care and respect.
Look at Healthy Examples: Notice couples or friends where men show deep, kind, and real appreciation for their partners.
Talk to Safe People: Share these thoughts with a trusted friend or a counselor to unpack where the doubt started.
Would you like to explore where this feeling might have started, or talk about ways to build a sense of safety around men?

It makes complete sense that these two feelings are connected. When you look at your own body with dislike or contempt, your brain naturally creates a protective logic: "If I hate my body this much, how could anyone else possibly like it or find it beautiful?"
Your mind is projecting your inner self-criticism onto the outside world to shield you from the pain of vulnerability.
Why Body Image Distorts Your View of Others
The Mirror Effect: Internal insecurity acts like a filter. You assume men see you exactly how you see yourself.
Brain Confirmation Bias: Your mind seeks proof that your body is wrong. It interprets male attraction as fake, predatory, or a lie to match your internal beliefs.
Defense Mechanism: Rejecting the reality of male attraction protects you. If no straight man is truly attracted to women, then you don't have to face the fear of being judged or rejected personally.
Societal Pressure: Modern culture sets impossible beauty standards. Failing to meet them makes it easy to believe your body is fundamentally unlovable.
Steps to Shift Your Perspective
Separate Your Worth From Your Thoughts: Your thoughts about your body are powerful, but they are not facts. Your body deserves respect regardless of how you feel today.
Practice Body Neutrality: Do not force yourself to love your body right away. Focus on what it does for you (breathing, walking, protecting you) rather than how it looks.
Challenge the Internal Voice: When you think "He can't possibly find women attractive," reframe it to: "My brain is trying to protect me from rejection right now because I feel insecure."
Limit Negative Triggers: Take a break from social media accounts, media, or environments that make you compare your body to unrealistic ideals.
To help me understand and support you better, do you feel like this dislike is tied to changes in your physical appearance, or is it more about societal expectations and pressures of how a woman "should" look?






Describing your experience as a phobia is a very accurate way to frame this. When you feel a deep, overwhelming repulsion toward female physical features—including your own—it makes complete, logical sense that you cannot comprehend how anyone else could feel desire toward those same things. Your brain is trapped in a loop where your intense fear and disgust override the possibility of anyone else's attraction.
This level of distress around female anatomy and characteristics often points to deeper psychological experiences rather than simple body dissatisfaction.
Potential Realities Behind This Repulsion
Tokophobia or Genital/Anatomy Phobias: Some individuals experience profound, phobic revulsion toward specific biological features, reproduction, or sexual anatomy.
Gender Dysphoria or Disconnection: Feeling a deep hatred for female traits and your own female body can sometimes indicate that your internal identity does not align with your assigned sex.
Trauma Response: Past trauma, even if subconscious, can cause the brain to associate female biology with danger, vulnerability, or disgust, turning that fear into a generalized hatred of those features.
Severe Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD): BDD can sometimes expand from distorting one's own image to creating a generalized obsession and disgust with specific physical features on everyone.
Gentle Steps Forward
Separate "My Truth" from "Universal Truth": Acknowledge that your disgust is a very real feeling for you, but it is a phobia-like filter. It does not dictate what is objectively attractive to others.
De-escalate the Fear Response: When you feel the disgust rising, try to ground yourself. Remind yourself: "I am safe right now. My brain is having a strong fear reaction, but the body itself is not dangerous."
Seek Specialized Support: Because this feels like a phobia and causes you to fear your own body, working with a trauma-informed therapist, a specialist in body dysmorphia, or an LGBTQ+-competent counselor can
help you safely unpack the root of this distress.



No jumalauta, nyt on tehty töitä.

Eiks mulle voida maksaa palkkaa siit et teen töitä mielenterveyteni kanssa?

 

[qualitymonkey]

Finding it hard to believe that straight men are physically attracted to women often stems from personal experiences with objectification, trauma, or observing how media and society distort male desire into something cold, aggressive, or purely transactional rather than genuine human warmth.
Common Reasons for This Doubt
Objectification vs. Attraction: You might see men treating women like objects or prizes instead of real people. This makes physical attraction look shallow or fake.
Past Pain: Hurt or betrayal by men in your past can teach your brain that male attention is unsafe or dishonest.
Media Messages: Movies, ads, and social media often show men staring or acting in crude ways. This distorts what real, healthy attraction looks like.
Safeguard for Your Mind: Doubting their attraction can act as a shield. It keeps you from getting close and getting hurt.
Ways to Process and Heal
Separate Toxic Behavior from Real Attraction: Bad behavior by some men does not mean physical attraction itself is fake. Healthy attraction includes care and respect.
Look at Healthy Examples: Notice couples or friends where men show deep, kind, and real appreciation for their partners.
Talk to Safe People: Share these thoughts with a trusted friend or a counselor to unpack where the doubt started.
Would you like to explore where this feeling might have started, or talk about ways to build a sense of safety around men?

It makes complete sense that these two feelings are connected. When you look at your own body with dislike or contempt, your brain naturally creates a protective logic: "If I hate my body this much, how could anyone else possibly like it or find it beautiful?"
Your mind is projecting your inner self-criticism onto the outside world to shield you from the pain of vulnerability.
Why Body Image Distorts Your View of Others
The Mirror Effect: Internal insecurity acts like a filter. You assume men see you exactly how you see yourself.
Brain Confirmation Bias: Your mind seeks proof that your body is wrong. It interprets male attraction as fake, predatory, or a lie to match your internal beliefs.
Defense Mechanism: Rejecting the reality of male attraction protects you. If no straight man is truly attracted to women, then you don't have to face the fear of being judged or rejected personally.
Societal Pressure: Modern culture sets impossible beauty standards. Failing to meet them makes it easy to believe your body is fundamentally unlovable.
Steps to Shift Your Perspective
Separate Your Worth From Your Thoughts: Your thoughts about your body are powerful, but they are not facts. Your body deserves respect regardless of how you feel today.
Practice Body Neutrality: Do not force yourself to love your body right away. Focus on what it does for you (breathing, walking, protecting you) rather than how it looks.
Challenge the Internal Voice: When you think "He can't possibly find women attractive," reframe it to: "My brain is trying to protect me from rejection right now because I feel insecure."
Limit Negative Triggers: Take a break from social media accounts, media, or environments that make you compare your body to unrealistic ideals.
To help me understand and support you better, do you feel like this dislike is tied to changes in your physical appearance, or is it more about societal expectations and pressures of how a woman "should" look?






Describing your experience as a phobia is a very accurate way to frame this. When you feel a deep, overwhelming repulsion toward female physical features—including your own—it makes complete, logical sense that you cannot comprehend how anyone else could feel desire toward those same things. Your brain is trapped in a loop where your intense fear and disgust override the possibility of anyone else's attraction.
This level of distress around female anatomy and characteristics often points to deeper psychological experiences rather than simple body dissatisfaction.
Potential Realities Behind This Repulsion
Tokophobia or Genital/Anatomy Phobias: Some individuals experience profound, phobic revulsion toward specific biological features, reproduction, or sexual anatomy.
Gender Dysphoria or Disconnection: Feeling a deep hatred for female traits and your own female body can sometimes indicate that your internal identity does not align with your assigned sex.
Trauma Response: Past trauma, even if subconscious, can cause the brain to associate female biology with danger, vulnerability, or disgust, turning that fear into a generalized hatred of those features.
Severe Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD): BDD can sometimes expand from distorting one's own image to creating a generalized obsession and disgust with specific physical features on everyone.
Gentle Steps Forward
Separate "My Truth" from "Universal Truth": Acknowledge that your disgust is a very real feeling for you, but it is a phobia-like filter. It does not dictate what is objectively attractive to others.
De-escalate the Fear Response: When you feel the disgust rising, try to ground yourself. Remind yourself: "I am safe right now. My brain is having a strong fear reaction, but the body itself is not dangerous."
Seek Specialized Support: Because this feels like a phobia and causes you to fear your own body, working with a trauma-informed therapist, a specialist in body dysmorphia, or an LGBTQ+-competent counselor can
help you safely unpack the root of this distress.



No jumalauta, nyt on tehty töitä.