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It can be fake or it can be true En tiedä mitä vittua se on

En voi sanoa mitään muuta Tunnen jotain Koen jotain

En tajuu yhtään miks haluun sitä seksuaalisesti haluisin vaan kuolla ko en ansaitse elää kosk you dont even fucking make sense all you ever do is say this and then say the complete opposite Sä et tiedä vittu ite edes yhtään mitään Sano vain että sä et tiedä yhtään mitään ja lähde :D Koska...

I miss eunkwang so fucking much

it sounds similar to someone getting turned on when they are raped en oo ihan varma mut eiks nainen voi raiskata miehen silleen että se mies fyysisesti kiihottuu mut se ei oikeesti haluu sitä ja sit se nainen vaa niiku pakottaa sen sisäänsä eikö? Oon clueless mut eikse just oo mahollista? Nii...

Was i in? Nope, not truly

What i wanted to do? Quit talking. What i did? Answer because i wanted to be polite and please people.

If that sounds okay..... Then okay...

There were so many times i just wanted to fucking quit but i was too polite

Similar siihen et niiku if i look at a child and have an ocd thought. Then do you think i have ACTUAL feelings for a child? Nope :D its an ocd thought. It doesnt mean i have actual feelings for a child. Se kokemus tuntuu similar. Silleen yes that happened and all, but do you think i ACTUALLY...

Now idk if that was somehow caused by ocd? Could be, since i want to please people ALWAYS. but i dont know. Almost like it was some sort of reaction which wasnt truly me, if that makes any sense.

It ALMOST feels like ocd If i have an inappropriate thought its not me Its ocd, not me. I feel sort of similar about that whole experience.

So it cant be an actual good experience

Even now when i think about it i just feel this sense of coldness and nothing else

Kinda similar like the masturbating and sexting stuff, like literally that wasnt me Ofc it was me but it wasnt real I didn't enjoy it in reality Deep down i didn't enjoy it and in a way that wasnt me It was some sort of reaction which didn't feel true somehow

If i ever did that id be like possessed by a demon or something because seriously thats not something i would ever do

Thats literally not me

If i suddenly started to have sex but idk

I feel like i wouldnt even be me anymore

It would break me??