even worse
WHAT IF HEAVEN DOESNT EXIST AND ILL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN WHEN HE DIES POSSIBLY BEFORE ME AND MAYBE WE WERENT TOGETHER OR MAYBE WE WERE IDK BUT WHAT IF I WILL NEVER EVER SEE HIM AGAIN AFTER THAT WHAT IF HE JUST DIES AND THATS IT AND THATS IT
And
What if
WHAT IF HE JUST DOESNT EXIST...