En vain viitsi enää käsitellä sitä asiaa mielessäni, jos en käsittele niin ahdistus on vittu 100, mutta siitä huolimatta en enää kykene käsittelemään sitä.
Onneksi mua nyt vähän edes auttaa se että tiedän eunkwangin olevan hetero joten ehkä se pudottaa sen ahdistuksen 99:iin
Niin siis, tässä on nyt tietysti muutaki ahdistusta. Toi on vain yksi asia.
The before (girl) picture is disgusting TO ME
It probably wouldn't be disgusting TO KWANG
and thats the most important part now try to think the same way as he does. Youll be fine. You will be.
It makes me feel like i want to do that too or i should because the before picture is disgusting
REMEMBER THAT HE DOESN'T THINK SO
HES A HETEROSEXUAL MAN
PLEASE UNDERSTAND
no literally whatever he likes i want to be
Its just that its so humiliating TO ME
that i think everyone else thinks so too
You know id be embarrassed in front of him cause i usually project so hard
and it's SO FUNNY kun ajattelen että se on humiliating niin i... I really think that he thinks its disgusting too 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 that its disgusting to him too but wasn't it what he liked ?