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<blockquote data-quote="qualitymonkey" data-source="post: 222582" data-attributes="member: 34">Keväällä 25 se oli tätä (actual postaus):&quot;My periods genuinely make me want to kill myselfNsfw for suicidal thoughts.Just what the title is. Its not the physical hurt. It doesn't even have to be that time. My period already ended and i still feel like i wanna kill myself because of them. I just can't live with it. i know it's disgusting and i dont understand why men are straight and it either bothers them or not but why are they straight anyway? I just really want to go away you know. I know i literally dont have any worth. I'm going to therapy at some point but i swear i just really really really want to die.I dont want a boyfriend. I was thinking maybe i could (someday) get a boyfriend who would change my mind about being female. But now i just think no man will be able to convince me that he'd like me. It's just not possible. I know im 100 % a misogynist but women aren't attractive. And i really dont get straight men. I'm bisexual myself (if we think about my WHOLE life) but i still think women are ugly nowadays and i could never be attractive to a girl anymore cause menstruation is fucking icky. I dont know, i guess im heterosexual nowadays but my life as a whole I've been bisexual.Anyway, i guess i need to transition at some point. Or end my life. I dont know how to explain really. It's just that i know periods really are something worth killing yourself over. It wouldn't even help if they stopped, because the memory is enough for me to hate myself.&quot;&quot;Attractive to a girl&quot;= &quot;attracted to a girl&quot;Se oli typo sillo muistan ton.JEP.ei tätä kauaa oo kestänyNo nykyää tiiän sen fetissin tai ehkä tiesin sen jo tuolloin mut juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu</blockquote>

[QUOTE="qualitymonkey, post: 222582, member: 34"] Keväällä 25 se oli tätä (actual postaus): "My periods genuinely make me want to kill myself Nsfw for suicidal thoughts. Just what the title is. Its not the physical hurt. It doesn't even have to be that time. My period already ended and i still feel like i wanna kill myself because of them. I just can't live with it. i know it's disgusting and i dont understand why men are straight and it either bothers them or not but why are they straight anyway? I just really want to go away you know. I know i literally dont have any worth. I'm going to therapy at some point but i swear i just really really really want to die. I dont want a boyfriend. I was thinking maybe i could (someday) get a boyfriend who would change my mind about being female. But now i just think no man will be able to convince me that he'd like me. It's just not possible. I know im 100 % a misogynist but women aren't attractive. And i really dont get straight men. I'm bisexual myself (if we think about my WHOLE life) but i still think women are ugly nowadays and i could never be attractive to a girl anymore cause menstruation is fucking icky. I dont know, i guess im heterosexual nowadays but my life as a whole I've been bisexual. Anyway, i guess i need to transition at some point. Or end my life. I dont know how to explain really. It's just that i know periods really are something worth killing yourself over. It wouldn't even help if they stopped, because the memory is enough for me to hate myself." "Attractive to a girl"= "attracted to a girl" Se oli typo sillo muistan ton. JEP. ei tätä kauaa oo kestäny No nykyää tiiän sen fetissin tai ehkä tiesin sen jo tuolloin mut juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu [/QUOTE]

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